Was not Me

Was not Me It was not, as I am now. It was not like I was then. It was then that God was really on me. When God is upon me, I was a young man. A young man of hope, determination and desire. I would give my love and God's gift to the needy. You see, that was not me.Thus me, you evil, But, as I was then. It was then that God is in me. This is when I hurt though.Now can really see that it was not me, so that you marked. Their innocence, their trust in me, the weak point in their lives, It 'been abused by me. But this was never me.you has to do is not like I was before, Or as I am now, Or I will. No! It was not me! E 'was he who was not me. E 'was he who was not me. It was he and I, that evil you. No! In reality it was not injured YOU.I me that feels that it was not her that I was so hurt. She says she does not Who stole my innocence Who stole my life Who stole my respect for myself. She said that it was not that she has hurt me so.I is only a child, ten years old when my parents abused me as well. I was weak, sad and confused. I've been hurt by someone you love and confidence that helps me to heal so.I. I came to you because God told me. I came to you because it says that God is within you. I came to you because you trust more than hope mysel I came to you, so the perfection of charity is in you. Yes, I have come to love you.Your tone of voice made me even more confidence. You heard me like no one had before. Her touch is gentle, soft and warm. His touch made me feel that I was in a safe place. His compassion made me feel the healing in me. His soft eyes told me that the God-sent man. The man sent by God to help me and others like you I me.When in her lap, gave me a hug. An embrace of love, which was without doubt. Transcendency I took all the pain. I felt safe because of you. I felt loved, once again, thank you. I heard it was a good boy for you. A good guy who deserves everything good in the world; A good boy with a bright future ahead of him.But to put their hands in my pants, I am confused, but refuse to do the same for you. For those of you that I said then: My sweet child is safe here. When you are sure who is with me. That are loved by God in me. It is God who has sent you here, And 'God who wants to trust me. So, my boyfriend made me trust in God; And do what feels good to you. It was she who said that the God in you Love and that he knew? S good to me. And God wants me to you, please. And I like it? Ll be pleasing to God; Thank God for my pain and not be away.But because they say that playing this way, And I do what I give you even more. She did not say that all this was going to destroy me. She did not say that their love is a lie. She did not say it was a bad man. She did not say that what is not truly God, But the opposite of Him.Now I'm a grown man, I know that the trust was a mistake, And I made a mistake. One mistake and the mistake with irreversible consequences. The consequences of that pain has brought me even more. The pain, confusion and darkness in me is too far for me endure.Now can see why I must go; Why should I go to a place without pain. For me, the pain is unbearable. Therefore, I have to go to a secret place, A place retu.Oh not my son, please do not go, There is still hope for you. Oh my son, it was not bad for me and you. Oh my son was not, as I am now; Not that I was that bad. E 'was he who was with me when the real God is in me. Oh my son, please do not go. There is still hope for you. It is not me, you evil. Oh my son, please go.ZORA TEOFILOVIC